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I love the way your eyes always shine, I love the way you wont let go, I love the way you tell me you're mine, I love the way it's easy to show, That most of all, I just love you. It's true, I love every inch of you, I'll love you when it's hard to sleep, When my thoughts are shades of blue, I'll love you even when the blue skies weep, And our garden burns around us. I dont know what I would ever do, If I made you ever cry, I never want to ever hurt you, I dont want this to ever die, And I dont want you to ever frown. I'm so weak when I am with you, One look and your eyes paralyze, I'm no one else when I'm around you, I don

Dear everyone I'm sorry for the pain I've made, Sorry for lost lies, Upon a hurt filled path I walked, And  in scolded hands I cry, I've known I couldn't make it, For such a very long time, I've made too many mistakes, To survive would be a crime, In heaven I will watch you thrive, And see there can be happiness, Of which I ran away from disgrace, And let your sadness pass, So please always know, I really loved you true, But the hurt inside could not be shed, Which is why I cannot make it through, I wish you all the luck in the world, I know you're better off now, Thus this is the final curtain call, And I will take my bo

He's given me a rose bouquet Of blossoms, snowy white But when I did caress a bloom I found some cause for fright A single drop of crimson red Ran down the snow-white bud These fragrant signs of purity Now tainted with my blood The petals all were razor sharp The thorns like tiny knives Could it be my lover Had meant to take my life? My world it seemed to spin and spin My vision became dim I tried to fight back the thought That these flowers had come from him I cried an anguished cry aloud And tore the bouquet apart And drove the sword-sharp stems Into my broken heart And now I'm fading And on the floor I lay Next to the

You won't be my idol or an easy escape. Not even my rescuer, envy or fate. I now know how you only provide sadness and grief. Not the comfort or refuge that I once believed. I hate that I ever let you dwell in my mind. We developed a friendship, but it's your deceit I now find. I fought you for too long, but now I've finally won. I won't let that victory be forgotten or undone. I won't let you lead me to darkness that's blocking all light. You no longer control me You will not take my life.

I wish you happiness As I point the gun at my head As I tighten my finger over the trigger I wish you love As I shed my last tears As I think my last thoughts I wish you peace As I feel my heart beat quicken As I feel the chaos still around me I wish you hope As I see my dreams shatter As I feel the despair of my heart I wish you life As I give in to my pain As I greet death

I'm sorry i've got to do this I can't take anymmore. I loved you, and always will, please don't forget me, cos i'll never forget you. I hope to see you later on when your time to pass has come. thankyou for helping me I'm sorry it didnt work out better, you all tried your best please dont blame your selves. thats not what I want, I want you all to be happy, go on with your lives. do it for me cos I couldnt do it, not even for myself. I tried my best to be happy and free but at the end of the day, thats just not me.